I have been having bouts with insomnia lately. I know it's stress related and I know I should manage it better. I am unusually energetic at night. Not always in a good mood, but I feel like I just can't rest until I get something done. Laundry folded, blog post checked on....etc. I also really have so many things on my mind and at night I think more about the individual things because my mind isn't busy focusing on the kids. So finally when I have free space in my mind, I use it to think of things I need to do. I don't think it will ever go away....the insomnia. Until things get back in order. Life right now is a struggle, on every level, every aspect. It is a struggle. I am happy. I am not content. I am grateful, none-the-less. But I am incomplete. When I become whole, life will be grand.
I cannot wait until that time.
I love and adore my hubby and kids! French toast and pancakes!